Hasta la vista, baby
I hope you never lose your sense of wonder,
You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger,
May you never take one single breath for granted,
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed,
I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean,
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens,
Promise me that you’ll give faith a fighting chance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance.I hope you dance….i hope you dance.
Miss You, is not what I want to say. You know the reason. I’ve seldom missed anyone in my life, other than when they are gone altogether. So, this letter won’t have a “Miss You” anywhere. Still, I will always remember our last meeting on the road. I don’t know about you but I was noticing the “cyenide” (the spelling error) on the wall behind us. Your “Bye” and the “Cyenide” , I was wondering who in the world had time to scribble that. And every time I turned around to see you leave I was embarrassed to see you still waving your hand! It felt strange because I have only watched people leave. I’ve turned back to watch them walk away but never been caught doing so. Real stupid, wasn’t it? To meet on the road when we can’t predict our next meeting. The goodbye protocols make me feel awkward as I am bad with emotions, and you are too when I show mine. Thought I hadn’t noticed? Hehe, I am the observer, my dear.
k 11:10 pm on March 29, 2008 Permalink |
is she, if she is from SSS, leaving already? she has grown up to be beautiful, hasn’t she? well, all the best wishes to her and her good spirit.
n if u r reading this, take good care of urself. c ya sometime in new road again. ma bihe ma bolaunchu ni la.
Zadexpress 9:17 am on March 30, 2008 Permalink |
Yah she left last Thursday. Hmm yah, all that regular swimming cum jogging etc and how can I forget the grooming, was saying makeup equipment matra 4thouko kineko!They need it I guess. Now that she has turned into a new leaf, I am very much hopeful that Czan is growing up to be a beautiful lady too(I will be right someday! )
N I don’t think she will read this, coz c doesn’t know I blog, I’ve never told her. I’d told her I wrote articles, she was angry I didn’t tell her early….well, let her discover this blog, if she can
so I never tell that( kasto dhak lako jasto lagcha…)
Ani tapainko bihe chahin kaile ni, manche bolaunai hatar! Oh, please don’t push me to the bottom of the list..plzzz LOL Met any architect eggn in recent times? ( i.e outside “Fountainhead”)
hehehehe
rEaLiTy BiTeS 4:01 pm on March 30, 2008 Permalink |
You can’t change others; you can only be the change you want to see.
………..Really touchy analysis ……….but more confusing about who is She ? …………
k 10:05 pm on March 30, 2008 Permalink |
yo entry ma ta tapai nikai nai bhabuk hunubho ni. touched me too. kind of sobering. i’m not so hopeful abt czan though ! just kiddin, aba ta hamra din gaye budha budhi ho bhanne palo aayo. but plz, u should let her read this – it’s her right to information tht concerns her. m sure c’ll be touched n will feel warmer amid strange faces. plz think abt tht n for once forget abt being the no-emotion-no-entanglement Roark.
maile ta roark nai paina bhanya. HE’s gonna go bride hunting tom morn !
jyotishi le malai chandai biha gar bhanya cha k, tesaile. plz prepare a srijanshil and sushil architect engineer for me, ma aaundai chu 
u’l not be in the bottom of the list, honey. all of us probably expect that, so u can rest assured tht it’s not happening. j sochyo tesko ulto huncha ni jindagi ma. HE gave me a short lecture about things i didn’t knw abt myself today. so sad its happening
shaurabh 10:38 am on April 2, 2008 Permalink |
Don’t know shud be commenting on this kinda personal blog coz nwdays zade is writing quite personal blogs even with passwords!!!!!!!!!!!!!!But still this blog is a true sadistic farewell.
Zadexpress 12:04 pm on April 3, 2008 Permalink |
well past April Fool’s day so replying to ur query. I think you didn’t MEAN this post is “bhabuk” in the real sense of the term! It ISN’T. and I am not trying to be no emotion-no entanglement either here, come on, where is EMOTION? I did “write” her a letter, in the “lokta” paper you had given me, remember?
Actually I’ve written quite a few letters in that …well, I write the best letters , in case u didn’t know! LOL Anyways, the letter I wrote her was less emotions than this! C’going to another country ( Truly Asia-get it?) for Training re. And the very first mail had “there are some Cheap Minded Men here” written on it!! Cheap minded re, had me laughing! Sounded just like SSSko bhasha! 
And for thy Roark…wat can I say, Architect bhaneni Artist bhaneni or Designer vaneni, j vaneni wahan nai tapainko Hero hunuhunecha! As for me not being in the bottom of the list, well, I ‘ll have to find The Ultimate Farmer I guess coz have fallen in loooooooooove wit this thing I’m involved in these days. Why isn’t farming hip like Architect engineering?
Btw didn’t c u in college. Wat r ur elections plan?
and reply to Mr Shaurabh:
Well, Shaurabhji this blog’s Tagline “freeing my mind” says It all…I blog to FREE MY MIND, thereby a personal blog. As far as the password protected writing is concerned, that wasn’t planned. I had freed my MIND to such an extent in the blog that I had a comment from sb who considered oneself to be the ILLUSIONIST telling me to protect or delete it. I thought for a while, weighed the pros and cons and decided to do it coz the entry had real quick visitors ( unlike other visitors in my blog) which could lead to other problems due to the BLATANT nature of the writing……….will open it someday when I think Mass awareness raising is required!!
shaurabh 12:01 pm on April 8, 2008 Permalink |
waitin for that day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
mass awareness in Nepal hopefully!!!!!!!!!!