What was supposed to be a productive day of studying for the exams has turned out as it was ‘supposed’ to not in theory which was ‘studying’ but wasting the day away, with the total freedom to do so. Took a leave, donned the cassock ( haha), did the dishes and watched TV. And sometime while I was engrossed in the act of doing the dishes I thought how life would be easier if I was involved in some menial labor like that. Having something like that for a job without having to bother all the complications involved in the act of thinking about development or the irony of the act of the policy making process etc. Of course there’s a bit of thinking involved in cleaning the dishes too. But nothing to do with the theory and realities of the cleaning process etc.
I am listening to the same old ‘wakka lagdo’ collection of songs in my computer. Thankfully I like this song ‘ Waiting for a girl like you’ by Foreigner. Like would be an understatement. I lop it! I love the voice of this guy whoever he is, the music, the ambience it creates everything..makes me want to close my eyes and relax. The weather won’t let me relax though. Its hot, irritating hot. Working on computers only makes me feel hotter. Why do I like the song anyways? It is because T included this song in the first collection of songs he gave me or anyone ever did till that point of time? Do I think that anyone will ever sing the song for me like teenagers and mean it? Hahaha. Why think? Didn’t I take the leave because I was tired of thinking too much? …another song from the same wakka lagdo collection.Why did I start writing this blog in the first place? To say I want to be a dishwasher? To say I like a cheesy song or just because I assumed writing would make me feel cool (in terms of the temperature). …I have lost my sense of purpose here though it’s foolish to seek ‘purpose’ in everything ever written! Amen.